SHOULD I OR NOT come back to ckps?! cos mrs rafie rockie is still dere! herrmps!.. tapy mcm merepek sak orng skg dtg stakat nk tangkap glam.. jumpe kawan jer kn! haisss.. oke, lets see kalo mcm like last year which only allows ex stud to come during certain interval den im not coming.. OHHH! anyhow! this friday im going back to BELOVED PING YI!! WEEEEE! WATCHING MY FAMILY having their Passing Out Parade there! i love my squad there!.. yeah.. more den i trust my mates in esss.. yea to those readers esp my esss mates, im just voicing out how i felt over you guys. compared to my ping yians. yeah. i have equally expirience trust, integrity, BONDING, and compassion within 2 equal years in esss and pyss.. in ping yi, we co-operate farking good. but its slightly difficult contarary, in esss. not saying that esss is lousy but can be improve. me and ama have been good friends infact best of friend in sec 3 and early this year. i d k what happened to us now, eversince we passed out from np. yes great memories left in me such fun times we had, in np i think i can only rely on ama (big and small), nazihah and rachel, Of course. but i dont feel the family bonding, i still remember the day when the squad need to attend the nyaa session and sir ask me to just come and help but was chased off by bama: balik uh buat ape dtg sini sebok je, balik uh pat pingyi. YEAH i felt like doing what she told me to do, willing to do without her suggestion. i just kept quiet and help sir to clear some stuff. im not shooting on ama or whad here but yeah, i just want to depict the enviroment here, in esss and there in pyss. yeah, i miss ama, shes the humble soul what always extand her hands willingly to help me, and this is my plan: IF i work, i will buy mom a bag! treat my Loudspeakers to a fine-dining meal (i always say that and now i mean it and Will work for it), treat MAHIRAH for helping me with the dpa, ty! i loveee mahirah :) and ama cos during those good old days she treat me like bukit bukau though i insisted but she just ignore and bought me goods. but the fact that she used money left from her mother. i felt bad. FUCkhing bad. serious! i owe ama alot! and lastly to dearest shikin, fana, maz, iifah, nana and (emma, perhaps haha)..