as i open my eyes from the bubbly dream i had, the rays from the morning sun penetrated into the frosted glass window and dispearsed into my room. in bed, watching the clear blue sky accompanied by the puffy white clouds has enlightened my morning. i started fresh by tidying my bed. Had milo and two slices of bread to satisfy my hunger. yesterday i didnt catch dinner you know! had a long warm bath. as the water runs down my body, i think to myself, how lucky i am to get one more chance to live in this world. im fear after recieving a call from my pal, saying that he faught with his grandma and then turn off to bed. the next morning, he notice that his beloved friend, granny and his only life companion blew her last breath while sleeping. it was a jaw dropping news. i felt sorry for him. and thank you zali, you made me realise what life is about, didnt have a chance to apologize and suddently your beloved ones passed away. im just showing my concern here as i know that you are not in the mood for me to coax you. life has to go on. but i strongly believe that what has happened, is just a test from god. this shows that you are more stronger than me, cos im not ready to face the fact that my beloved ones has enter to another dimension. im really sorry for if this post have made you feel down. i wish all the best for your grandmother in her next-world and for you! i solemnly hope that you will move on. memories will stay but life has to go on. boy, thanks once again for making me realising how lucky i am to be in this world, show grattitude to god for he gave me one more chance to repent from all the wrong-doings i did and to improve myself. thanks god, thanks zali.